my new tumblr pic :)

many people had been telling me to get a haircut. a short one.

what do you think?

xein + short hair

yah like?

i'm still feeling a bit weak. though my headache already passed, thank god. my fever had gone on and off for how many days now. i think i should see a doctor about this.

i called my personal doctor Mrs. Gomez, only to find out that she's out of the country at the moment...

"i have a co-doctor in the clinic. mas magaling sakin yun."

i was a bit impressed that someone was able to admit a co-worker being better at her at their job with such ease. and of course i was happy to know there's someone reliable to give me medical attention.

so i went to that clinic the following day. i met a nice lady who asked if i was the regular patient of Mrs. Gomez. after i gave a slight nod she directed me to a room. she needed blood samples. but, there was no med techs around. the lady said she'll do it herself. i was worried since taking blood samples is not usually a doctors job.

my body usually jeck when the huge needle enters my arm. though i've been to this procedure many times, i never got used to the pain. however, this time it was different, she was asking me about the things i was feeling for the past days. after responding i realized she was already done. it was so quick and i didnt feel a thing.

"miss bat ang bilis ata?"

"ganun po talaga yun sir. kasi dun po sa malaking vein ko tinusok, kasi po pag na dedetect ng system na may foreign object most likely lumalalim yung vein na yon kaya masakit kasi ....."

she continued explaining why it was so. i didnt really pay much attention. it didnt hurt, im satisfied with just that.

while she was doing all sorts of medical things. her eyes caught mine...

"miss, ang Levy ba first name mo?"

she smiled and said

then it all flashed back. my first love. my high school girlfriend i was supposed to marry.

my dad was very much supportive with our relationship. he's friends with her dad too. i was supposed to give the proposal and ask for her hand in marriage. i got the day planned already. my dad died the day before. and after my dad passed away, things changed. my mom was not approved of us being together... and to that day, we separated.

i realized i was still staring at the doctor in front of me. she was struck with awe.

"i thought you were gone"

"i was always there. nung 18th birthday mo? nandun ako. i was right outside your house staring at the party, waiting for you to go down. hangang sa binasa na ako ng ulan. di ka bumaba eh. next year, ganun padin. kala ko hangang dun na lang..."

"your brother sent me an invitation. di naman ako naka pasok :P"

"kaloy, i never thought that you're one of my options."

"ang tawag dyan, opportunity cost XD by the way, i have a gift for you"

she was a bit surprised, since our meeting was so unexpected, it's weird for me to have a ready gift. i know that XD i rushed to the car and got it. i paid the bill and went to her. i handed over the book, smiled, then bid goodbye. i gave her the book i wrote Principle of Economics, Taxation and Reform. why? i dont know. maybe i just wanted to prove that i've gone places since we last seen each other.

i drove home that day smiling. we both had separate lives and our own families, still, it was nice to have a look back...

kaloy nickname ni sir. bukod dun. imbento ko na lang yung mga names kasi ayaw nya pangalanan yung mga kinukwento nya.

2 profs came up today. new face was sir jalin. theology 1. he seems cool. not really the ohh-so-religious-preaches-everyone type. he explained very well the requirements and grading systems. he said everything we'll do will give us points. he said we'll start today. he asked us to bring out pictures of our "love life" and DAMN! i just erased and cleaned up my entire phone memory so i didnt have any...that caused me 20 points and a song number on monday :(

after theo. eco. no prof. free cut. went to jolibeeee. then lit. no prof. free cut. oh the sweet sweet free cut. :) headed dun sa malalaking "UST" sa harap ng main building. met up with maksci friends, leslie, jeneva, inna, medrell, karl, clem and went to maksci. saw gilian and ate gieanne, who was so estatic about seeing us in diff uniforms, ala kase uniporme la salle!

OH MAKSCI! i never thought i'd be soo happy to enter you again. saw our teachers. so fun! sayang may kausap lagi si sir borro :| then saw yung iba pang batch mates. they kept on asking me about my uniform. i kept on answering... Manila Science :))) balik high school eh no?

then walked to rockwell. na mimiss ko yung entrance sa likod tas after i inspect yung bag mo mananalamin ka sa mirror walls. :)) after that we went straight home na din.

i survived my first week. gaaah. tiring. hope i'll get used to it. kaya yan. :)

oh and toy con tomorrow or sunday! :3

i think im getting used to commuting now. yey me! :) it only took me about an hour to go to school this time. im not sure why O.o when i got to school i met up with leslie then we chatted in front of the main building. then we saw bhang ;) i headed to class after 30 mins.

CWG. maam de castro. thought us that you cannot just call anyone "professor" coz there is numerous processes in order to attain that tittle. she said knowing what a professor is is what separates us and the people on the streets. she's not exactly the "fun" type but i still like her. oh and a little thing i like to share. Copernicus proposed the heliocentric theory right? that the sun is the center? well the original copies of that manuscript (there's only four in the whole world) and one of them is in UST ;)

SCL. maam peppin. higher levels told us yesterday that maam placido (she prefers first name basis) was a terror. so i kinda expected that. she entered the room with a scary aura. she was silent for the next minutes. then asked about our first impressions of her. then almost all answered strict. she said "you guys think im strict? joke lang! artistang artlets!" XD turns out she was just acting. MAN! i love her. :)) she's so kind and not to mention smart! she's the resident psychologist for all the local TV stations. estudyante nya dati sila piolo pascual at archie alimania. parehas palang debarred yun :))

one thing na tumatak talaga sa utak kong sinabi ni maam peppin...

YEAH! rock on! ayan ang teacher na alam ang trabaho nya! papuri!

PHL. sir emmanuel. i found out na ang purposed in life mo ay naka depende sa pangalan mo. damn. that's deep :))

i got inspired din kanina... lahat ng nakilala kong prof ngayun and yung isa kahapon. graduates ng UST. mga nag classroom sa mga kwartong pinagtuturuan nila ngayun. so ganun ba talaga? when you feel the 400 years of excellence ayaw mo na umalis? :)

so i woke up extremely early. i guess i was just too excited. then i got ready early too. when i stepped out of the house my first thought was SHIT! ITS FCKNG HOT! and that went on and on and on. sobrang init ay nakapag salita ako ng kung ano anong klaseng words na wala sa kahit anong diksyunaryo.

i arrived sa UST. went directly sa mini stop na malapit sa building ko and i bought tissue and water. coz, did i mention it was damn hot? after few minutes nag sidatingan narin sila blockmates. we went sa car park to have lunch kaya lang lahat ng kainan puno.

we went in to our class room after that. SULOK! grabe. but its fine. since it was air-conditioned, unlike outside thats..uhhm, have i told you that its totally hot?

ayun. maingay kami. KAMI. yung mga mag kakakilala na sa facebook. yung iba baet baet mode pa. hangang bukas lng yan ;) when ever higher years peek inside our room lagi na lang "CA ba kayo? bat ang tahimik nyo" LMAO. basta kami kami pa lang yung active. sana mahawa na din yung iba bukas.

speaking of higher levels! kasi madami kaming ka klase sa isa or dalawang subject lang. mga irregulars, mostly mga varsity players. then may isang girl na tumayo. she said if we want to have elections na. we kept on saying na introductions muna pero di siya nakikinig. then another guy stood up too. they seem like they're friends. then habang nagaganap nga yung planning sa harap. may girl sa dulo na panay ang mean side comments. the first girl who stood up asked. "may problem ka ba samin?" the other one said "yes. na eepalan ako sa inyo" and other stuffs similar to that. nung una akala ng buong class joke joke lang. few minutes later mas umaanghang na ang mga palitan ng comment. so kami bumabanat na din. siyempre i cant keep my mouth shut eh XD "ate first day po. ka BV ha..." then nung mainit na yung atmosphere. may mga taong nag tayuan then sabay sabay sila nag chant ng bonggang bongga. yun pala lahat yun palabas lang at mga members sila ng isang student political party na mag papakilala. OMG! na stun kaming lahat. we got punk'd!

after that sunod sunod na yung mga orgs at political parties na nag iinvite. gaaah~ dami ko gustong salihan! is it a problem that im so passionate and they happened to have such amazing convincing powers?

i remember kuya jello. tama ba spelling? when he was trying to make the class be noisier. he kept on asking random questions then he said. "sino mahilig sa kpop?!" i raised my hand then he pointed at me and said "magkakasundo tayo" then he danced run devil run. LMAO!

other than those fun higher years. interesting orgs. ang super maliligalig na seatmates, my first day was pretty much blank. only one prof for the whole day. mga teacher pala ang nag ka cutting pag college? O.O

kasabay kong umuwi si ica. we separated sa may trinoma. i went to mega mall. waited for joeven and katrina while eating sadly at chowking alone :|

then we saw beast! GAAAHH! hyunseung! doojoon! yeosob!

after that. nag dusa kami pauwi ni joeven T.T sakit ng paa ko. sakit ng likod ko. sakit ng pagkatao ko. pero nakapag blog padin noh? HAHA.

met up with jeneva and carlo. but we kinda lost carlo :P we weren't able to see him after getting off the train. haha FAIL.

then we saw kate and leslie. roamed around the campus. getting PE uniforms. attempt to get sim card. blah blah. went inside the main building. it was woah.

then we ate at mcdo. ooohh the never ending mcdo. :|

after that leslie and i went to rockwell coz she needed to buy more stuffs. then i went to market-market to get my picture taken. then bought some other stuffs. blah blah. after that i went to alvin's coz he was gonna leech games off my pc XD then he escorted me home. i wasnt even home for 1 hour when someone txt'd me. following what it said i accompanied arthur while he did some shopping. we blabbered about random stuffs and his "hobby" LMAO

i really gotta go find someone who lives near my house. i dont want to get lost every time i go to school. lmao.

my and my blockmates are gonna have block lunch tomorrow and then some picture taking ;) im so happy we're already close. oh and i got my uniform today. the blouse is a bit too loose tho. O.o

oh and i got 2 of my fetishes :))

im not even sure what to say. if i should be excited or bummed out. coz im pretty anxious to see my new classmates. feel the aura of UST and just get out of the house like a used to.

but on the other hand i wont have time for my friends, fangaying and tumblr! omjizz.

well. i really dont feel like updating right now. i'll be going to uste tomorrow for the mass. i'll blog after that. maybe. ;)