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Monday, November 30, 2009 { 3:55 AM }

whatta morning.

i woke up and got my daily dose of computer breakfast.
i thought it was all good untill i got a call that i should be at school
fixing the stage for the english week.

whatta call.

then got my lazy butt of the chair and started preparing.
i begged my friend to come with me.
we met up at our computer shop.
he was half an hour late.

whatta friend.

then when we arrived at school
sir mesa told us that we should wait for the curtain
that still needs to be bought
YES. there was no curtain yet
and i rushed there coz i thought that it was someone's
immediate ORDER

whatta teacher.

me and my howmdog went to the mall
shopped for polyclay rings that i never seem to get enough of
then talked a lot about indians O.o
he kept on discriminating them
did i mention he was having an
bullcrap-why-am-i-a-filipino episode?
well, he was.

we rode a stuffy train home
it was way better than the first vehicle we rode
the driver asked us to go down to make space for the older women who rode after us

whatta driver.

oh. forgot to mention that i just instructed others
where the materials were
i didnt go back to school anymore

whatta club officer.

teehee~

Labels: daily life

Sunday, November 29, 2009 { 4:10 AM }

**im bored so i went looking for parodies

man. i would so love to get me some GD lap dance
that would be so awesome
him grinding and shakin'
(stop it xein. stop it)

BIGBANG & DORAEMON. what could be better? XD

i dont even know where to start.
and i dont even know if i should be enjoying this.
LMAO. black and gangsta. that's gonna hunt me in my dreams tonight.

{ 12:11 AM }

busy busy bee!

hectic schedule as heck
living the life of an english officer ^^

found the perfect dress for friday night
found it two nights ago so all i need now is the matching shoes :)

our christmas carol inspired wall is going down~ going down~
it was such a bullcrappy thing. i wont say anything bad anymore.

and the musical play is only three days away!
we still have NO-THING. amazing.

the site me and ate gieanne adore is closed for the holidays
so...WANTED nice polymer accessory maker
oh. one more thing... WANTED money donations :)

i saw some of my best boy buds back when i was elementary
a while ago. i tried my best not to catch their attention.
but they were the first one who called me out.

where did the years go... those childish playmate of mine
all turned out to be......YES

christmas is coming! oooh the anticipation :)

Labels: daily life

Saturday, November 21, 2009 { 7:44 PM }

** just found out my usb got corrupted and they cant open my designs there
  WONDERFUL. just perfect. fcuk this.

watched the fireworks display from the comfort of our own balcony while listening to Bom's song
it looked so beautiful. the moment was so precious. though if someone was watching it by me would be much better.

i was staring in my very own movie last night (i have this bad habit of blogging the next day), HOME ALONE. lmao. so no one was here to see me squeel all night. nice.

i tried streaming MAMA. but tvants failed on me. so i just waited for youtube uploads. low quality uploads ._. so many celebrities. no SM artist though. 

who brings a dog in a formal award ceremony? -GD does :)

so 2pm perfomed heartbeat. then the intro with jyp. (wondering when will YG be on stage again?) then again and again.. SERIOUSLY i was waiting for jay to just pop out of nowhere. that would be EPIC!

the butt dance KARA was given a trophy for best dance. ivy and nickhun were a bit. rated R. LOL. BEG looked hot. and the DBSK moment was... "awww-provoking".  4 minute lip gloss hotness.

oh! man! this is precious. BEAST performed lies. my initial reaction was... the intro is soo FOB-ish. well who cares right some people cant even pronounce HEART for their own sake (im so sorry GD, love you but im talking about you) then the vocals started to sound really good! it was just like the original! but then i realized... it was the playback that i was hearing. IRONIC! so-1 is actually performing an actual BIGBANG song. LOL

moving on to our YGladies. the musical was heacking awesome. they all looked good too. Dara was fierce, Bom was too cute and minzy and CL were rocking it ghetto style! PLEASE DONT GO IS MY NEW RINGTO

and here is where i start to get squeely. 
YB performed where u at and wedding dress. he defines sex that night. he's moves were SICK! i'll be brutally honest that it affected his singing. but dont worry bae. your "pants" and "heavy breathing" is music to my ear.

stop!....GD time~
i was like...LOL! what the fcuk is that floating thing? turned out its jiyong. with a black mohawk that turn me fcuking ON! (WARNING:more swears and pervy thoughts ahead) his sex face is there! see it? see it? MANNN!! and those skinny legs are just..YUM YUM. (im starting to disgust mt self. im sorry but GD brings out the perv in me LOL) i wont say anymore but believe me. thank god no one was home to witness what i did during that 3 minute performance.

GDYB in the house yo! KOREAN DREAM! eh o in the air yo~  eh o in the air yo~
i love what they did when its supposed to be "put yar MF hands up" then the black and white contrast. i swear thats my forever favorite color combination. then ma boy started DJ-ing again and YB busting the move. i was in fangirl heaven. the peace thing in the end was tight.

the daesang awards (top 3 most important award)
artist of the year: 2PM. well deserved. ...jay, i was still waiting for you to pop out.
song of the year: 2ne1 for I DONT CARE. this is fcuking huge. rookies winning daesang.
album of the year: g-dragon for HEARTBREAKER. take that haters!

mommy! lookie! i has award!

Best New Male Artist Supreme Team -im not really into them O.o
Best New Female Artist 2NE1 -no doubt
Best Trot Hong Jin Young
Best Dance KARA Honey -oh. i thought it was for Mister
Best Mixed Gender Group 8eight -is there any competition?
Best Hip Hop LeeSSANG
Best Rock BooHwal
Best House & Electronic Brown Eyed Girls Abracadabra -i like :D
Best Ballad R&B Kim Tae Woo ‘Love Rain’
Best Asian Group Dong Bang Shin Gi -no doubt. they're so divers.
Best Male Solo Artist Tiger JK
Best Female Solo Artist Baek Ji Young
Best Asian Composer JYP -when will teddy win this?
2009 Mnet Asian Music Awards Recommended Lollipop -lolli lolli
Best Music Video 2NE1 – Fire -i was actually wondering how much the MV costed
Best Female Group Brown Eyed Girls
Best Male Group 2PM - JAY! ow come on!
2009 Album Of The Year G-Dragon
2009 Song Of The Year 2NE1
2009 Artist Of The Year 2PM

Labels: fangirl

Thursday, November 19, 2009 { 3:54 AM }

it sucks coz i only get to blog now
the exciting stuff happened last night

November 18, 2009 2012 WITH SIR BO
we went rockwell
saw a local artist
so i was just like "whoooo careess~"
then my teacher asked us the name
leslie plainly blunted out: Raymond Gutierrez
then to our flicking surprise
sir yelled out - RAYMOND!
with the hand gesture that kinda makes people think
they actually know each other -LMAO

then the movie.
it was OSM. thought it wasnt so believable
oh yah... YEY! 80% of the new worlds population
is gonna be asians :D

TODAY:

is just a plain old boring tabon day.
i dont even have anything to blog about today
its nothing exciting
maybe some other day

SEASHORE
*bow*
There! There! There! Over there!
seashore...
What? What? What?
seashore...
*bow*

Labels: daily life

Sunday, November 15, 2009 { 5:30 AM }

that link.
WHY? why did i have to click the damn thing?
anyways... i expected it
its actually about the thing that's bothering me
...FOR DAYS

mom and me had drama again
got over it after 15 minutes of tears :)

Labels: daily life

Friday, November 13, 2009 { 3:11 PM }

1. Name: Sharmaine "xein" Barrios

2. Birth date: October 29

3. Alma mater (graduating school): Makati Science

7. Strong point: active and possitive :)

8. Weak point: lazy impatient. wasteful

9. Hobbies: fangirling

10. Specialty: anything related to arts. then... advices and insults

11. Religion: uhh...

12. Height: i dunno

16. Favorite music: kpop jpop rock hip hop rnb

17. Favorite musician: BIG BANG

18. Favorite season: winter and spring

19. Favorite food: noodles!

20. Favorite actor/actress: i dont think i have one

21. Things that you want to own: ~~kwonjiyong~~ alot of money would be enough

22. My ideal type: musically talented, intellectual, fashionable, not boring, and skinny LOL

23. My current dilemma: time

24. When was your first love: Define first love.

25. Definition concerning love: love is like butt sex. its painful but people endure it.

26. Alcohol tolerance level: i dont drink...YET

27.Alcohol induced habit: none

28. How many most valuable friends: I'm not sure - but come to think of it.. why count?

29. Treasure #1: ME!

30. When I see myself beautiful: when i have time to blowdry my hair

31. When I see myself sexy: wth

32. Current hair style: black straight with blunt bangs

33. Current clothing attire: black halter, yellow over top, skinny jeans. -i slept in these

34. My current posture: Sitting on an uncomfortable chair, with one leg pressed hard in my table and the other leg pressed down on the floor

35. Things in your pocket: none

36. When did you first try drinking alcohol: elementary

37. Thing you want to do most right now: go to school, ew but yeah~

38. Favorite color: i dont think i have one

39. Present you want to receive from your significant other: Love.

40. Favorite brand: asian style

41. When do you want to get married: its not a priority

42.What do you do when you're home alone?: internet

43. Time it usually takes to fall asleep: 5 seconds

44. Clothing style: asian style ... ooh~ i answered 40 wrongly

45. Habit: signing out when i dont know what to reply

46. Highest ranking while attending school: 1st! ^_^

47. Difference between women and men: Men has penises and women have vagina.. DUH!

48. If you are born again: what?

49. What would I have been in a previous life?: i...dont...know

50. If someone you love cheats on you: *sigh* *cry* *moves on*

51. Song I like to sing most at the Karaoke: avril's songs

52. What you want to do on rainy days: sleep

53. Current physical condition: tired

54. If you were left behind alone in a deserted island, what 3 things would you take with you: a boat, fuel, psp

55. If you get married, how many kids?:uuhh..

56. Person you want to see the most right now: He who must not be name.

57. Favorite snacks: pizza

58. Monthly allowance: NEXT.

59. Restaurant that you go to often: mcdonals. my friends overpower me

60. What do you mainly do in your free time?: net

61. Do you tend to get dumped? or do the dumping?: Getting dumped is painful for your ego. Dumping is painful for your ass. This is ridiculous!

62. Reason for your answer to question 61: I am too hot tempered to answer that question!

63. Something you most want to have: a music company

64. If you are reincarnated?: what?

65. When do you feel that you’ve become an adult: When my mom doesnt ask where i'll go to anymore

66. Country you want to visit the most: japan

67. Your method to evaluate human beings: ask them what they eat for breakfast

68. What kind of proposal is the most awesome: i dont know. i dont care.

69. Place you want to go to most with your significant other: bedroom. LMAO

70. What’s your cellphone bill: its not on line

71. If you go on vacation, where to: mars.

72. Favorite TV program: alot

73. If unification (of Korea) happens: that HAPPINESS. so people wont have to do military service!

74. The person you think of when you get rained on: wth? O.O

75. When do you feel you are most happy: When im surrounded with cute things

76. Most recent movie you saw: amusement

77. Movie that made a deep impression: ughh... i dont remember the tittle. its a french animation. wayy disturbing

78. What do you think about homosexuals: They're no different from us

79. Do you think one can marry someone else for the sake of someone they love: I didn't get it.

80. First thing you want to do for someone you love: be truthful

81. Do you think you have a tendency to cheat: I can't call it cheating but I guess

82. I want to die when it’s like this: before i get too old

83. While walking down a street, if you find $10 million: grab it and run

84. When's your heart hurt the most: Rejection

85. The most indecent man is: Men who can admit they're wrong. pussies.

86. The most indecent woman is: Women who acts like a retard because of men

87. If you became an invisible man: stalk you.

88. Name of the alcohol you like the most: next.

89. Appetizers you like to eat most with alcohol: next.

90. Behavior when angry: not talking to anybody

91. Motto: what doesnt kill you, will only make you stronger

92. When someone you just met asks you for your phone number: i answer...29

93. Your nickname: xein

94. First thing you do when you wake up in the morning: Look at the clock, convince myself to wake up, give up then sleep again.

95. Place on your body in which you are most confident:LOL

96. Do you have a jinx:stupid things i dont believe in.

97. The most valuable thing in the world is: The earth itself. It's our only home.

98. When you are the happiest: isnt this question repeated?

99. When you are the saddest: people not enjoying my work

100. Last thing I want to say:thanks to ate erin. i got this from her.

Labels: questions

Thursday, November 12, 2009 { 5:38 AM }

im now here, front of the computer
thinking about what to give my friends tomorrow
No. its not national friendship day is there's such a thing
it's a thing we're required to do for english class

and after that i need to finish my college application
for a school im not even sure if i wanna go to

my life is random and messy.
i know. HECK YEAH!

so im gonna miss school tomorrow
no big deal. i dont listen to lectures anyway

today we cleaned the pig pen we call our classroom
cleaning was fun. coz im doing it with fun people
but still. free loaders are suck-ish and meant to be backstabbed^^

then we were scolded by one of my fave teachers
and that moment was just so ...... urhg

then one of our teachers told us
something about a korean university offering a scholarship
it was cheung ju[?] if i heard it right
then everybody started asking me
but i firmly answer NO.
i dont even know why ^^
maybe i just dont like to go to a foreign place to "study"
its bad enough i do it in tagalog. but in another language? damn...

oh. maybe i'll just grab the scholarship
go to korea. always cut classes and go to YG
to become a trainee. LOL

zipit.lockit.iknowit. XD

WEDDING DRESS TOMORROW! ASDFGHJ

Labels: daily life

Thursday, November 5, 2009 { 4:29 AM }

im home.
in front of the PC.
nothing really new.

i know i have loads of things to do. i just can't remember any one of those.

i dont even know why i still go to school. maybe coz my college applications require a diploma. besides that, i dont really know. i dont even learn anymore. im just afraid to miss out on all the fun things that might happen inside our room. its almost math week so my teacher is busy. its such a HUGE difference when you dont have math for breakfast. my other subjects sucks as well. my friends and few of my teachers are the only things i can say positive things about. but i wont bother.

i think i'll go now. my life's getting too boring and repeating to be blogged about.

Labels: daily life